Sometimes finding yourself can be boring...

The name of this blog is true.

In an effort to 'find myself', I've stepped back from leadership at my church for the time being. This means that my social life has taken a major blow. For the past 2 years, I've had the same schedule every week...

Sunday= Junior high / church / young adults
Monday = small group
Wednesday = Junior High
Friday = High school

Plus school. Plus work. I had a tight tight schedule. And, before this past August, I had a crappy living situation, so I made it important to be out every single night.

Now... It's pretty much empty. Like... WIDE OPEN! I mean, sure there are things that I enjoy doing, but they don't really fill up the calender. Let's also add, that I'm not in school and I just started my job yesterday and I love where I'm living so I have no need to go out all the time... and you have for a very bored little girl.

My friends are in school. They have jobs. They also are in leadership (for the most part). Or they live far away. I have alot of time by myself. To creep Facebook. To read books. To think. To blog. I sit at home most nights. And it's cool for the most part.

But I'm mostly bored out of my mind.

Save me? Maybe?

To be honest, as I'm sitting here complaining, I kinda have this little voice inside of me telling me to shut up. (God's very blunt with me) This season in my life, is supposta be about me finding myself and reconnecting. One of the ways that I should be doing this is.. um, oh wait let's see... spending time with God? Maybe? mhm.. mhm! So... note to self : instead of complaining, facebooking, and doing nothing, spend time with God. Just being with him. Just being silent.

I freaking love it when God tells me to shut up.

Peace out homes.